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The Blood That runs through my Veins Is Chamomile
Hi Abby here! Im 20, Female, British, Virgo, avid KPOP lover! I am an ELF through and through. Suju is my number 1 Kpop love. My number one Kpop guy is Kangin! my 2 and 3 are Donghae and Geng <3 . My Goal by the end of 2011 is to have a career path ^^ I write fanfics, I listen to music constantly. I watch movies all the time. 05-07-10+2 years= my heart returning Creeping behind the garden wall I ship 2woon so hard i love them so much!

Hilarious old Comment thread I came across between me and my friend
Aimee: Such a lovely emo pose abby.This is before you went Goth right?
18 April 2009 at 17: 59 · Like
Abby: .goth me...never!! :P and that was year 10/11
18 April 2009 at 18: 00 · Like
Aimee: yeah, before you went goth, like you are now.
18 April 2009 at 18: 02 · Like
Abby: im soo not goth! you can't prove it
18 April 2009 at 18: 03 · Like
Aimee: I can. I have photos/video footage of you worshipping satan whilst dancing around with a baby's head on a stick wearing a long leather jacket and rock footwear. You were listening to heavy metal too. I think this is proof enough.
18 April 2009 at 18: 05 · Like
Abby: LIES!!! I think that was yourself. ive been told we look similar!
18 April 2009 at 18: 06 · Like
Aimee: Very different fathers then,eh? It wasn't me, cuz I was filming it. You were probably just in such a hard core Goth trance that you can't remember.
18 April 2009 at 18: 15 · Like
Abby: no i think youhave made a mistake. you know i saw a csi where a girl murdered her brother by mistake because she thought she saw another girl in the apartment. it turned out the girl was her and this was because she had a car accident 6 months before and she had a defect in her brain....i think you need to go to the doctors hmmm no?
18 April 2009 at 22: 02 · Like
Aimee: I think you watch too much csi, no?
18 April 2009 at 22: 03 · Like
Abby: no i dont :P. well it was you anyway. you musth ave put a wig on or something
18 April 2009 at 22: 04 · Like
Aimee: A wig?
18 April 2009 at 22: 05 · Like
Abby: yeah. you had brown wig on to try and confuse people in to thinking it was me at the goth festivals with the baby's head on a spike. your trying to set me up...i know what your doing.....you will lose everything you love ( where did i get that line from)
18 April 2009 at 22: 08 · Like
Aimee: you are being extremely odd and...gothic... It's in your nature
18 April 2009 at 22: 10 · Like
Abby: you will lose everything you love is a line from the film that also says i'm just so angry all the time hmmmm guess it and im not gothic at alllllll....you still cannot prove it
18 April 2009 at 22: 11 · Like
Aimee: Oh, you mean Harry Potter. Only Goths watch Harry Potter. You and Snape eh?
18 April 2009 at 22: 12 · Like
Abby: nah me and Ron. omg are you saying every young child out there is a goth...actually no scratch that because we grew up with harry potter not them little beast!!!! you watch Harry Potter...are you a goth
18 April 2009 at 22: 14 · Like
Aimee: I don't deny that.
Its just you
You are in denial
18 April 2009 at 22: 15 · Like
Abby: no denial at all. I just know im not a goth :P you knowhowyo get red and orange mixed up you might get goths and people like me mixed up :P
18 April 2009 at 22: 18 · Like
Aimee: Oh no, you're the most Gothiest of people Ive ever seen. And Ive seen some Goths ;)
18 April 2009 at 22: 20 · Like
Abby: ok...ill admit...im the gothiest person around .you know i have the black stompy knee high boots and whips and chains. its kinda a thrill really..... i found it weird how you were stalking me though
18 April 2009 at 22: 22 · Like
Aimee: whips? That's s&m fetish shit isnt it?
Goth is something else.
18 April 2009 at 22: 24 · Like
Abby: lol!!! wouldnt you like to know haha
18 April 2009 at 22: 25 · Like
Aimee: No whips and spanking isnt really my scene.
18 April 2009 at 22: 29 · Like
Abby: what ever...what if it is ken'ichi the one thats spanking rafa?
18 April 2009 at 22: 30 · Like
Aimee: I'd rather see Rafa spanking Ken'ichi, or other pretty asian men
18 April 2009 at 22: 31 · Like
Abby: see it is your scene. for me its Jackson rathbone biting me :D
woop
18 April 2009 at 22: 35 · Like
Aimee: but spaking doesnt really do much for anyone does it?
Then their arse goes all red and I dont like the noise of someone being spanked cuz it sounds like really slow clapping....
18 April 2009 at 22: 38 · Like
Abby: lol does it creep you out then when people clap their hands then :P
18 April 2009 at 22: 41 · Like
Aimee: it will from now on
18 April 2009 at 22: 47 · Like
Abby: funny :P
STUPID LITTLE SCHOOL GIRL CRUSH ISSUES AND I AM 20!!!!!!

My crush on this guy is so bad! what the hell is wrong me! I shouldnt like him! there is 13 years between us! I felt like he was flirting! but i might be miss reading it! but lwkejrwkjrwkrwkjwer

He happen to slip in the conversation that he has an ex girlfriend when we weren’t talking about it. 

we both smoke and i went out side on a break when he was coming back in and he was like oh we need to time our smoking breaks better. we should go together . send me an email when you are gonna go next and i’ll meet you there.

i sent him an email saying i was going for one at 12 and he was like “Great! see you there” where we smoke it like under this massive beautiful tree and it was so hot today so i turned the corner and saw him standing there smiling. My brain went to mush! and he was asking me what i am doing this weekend and stuff and i just want to kiss him!!! i havent known him for that long and you dont really tell someone that you have just recently met about his ex girlfriend. but omfg my brain goes to mush when i see him. 

I went out for a fag yesterday and he i was asking him about a database that he created that i have to use and he put some work aside to help me use it and today i was having a little trouble with it and i felt bad for bothering him so i just sent him an email asking him about it and said its not a rush don’t push your work aside just for this i can wait and he rang me and said he will be up in a minute and he came and helped me. 

He is so fucking cute! 
But I am 20 and he is 32! is this wrong? I don’t know what to do

Penis phobia! lol GENITALS ARE UGLY. ALTHOUGH I WOULDN’T SAY NO TO SUJU GENITALS

trying to explain fandom things to non-fandom people is like trying to explain trigonometry to a dog

(Source: zaynshomoerection, via tatianamm)

mom: we're going on vacation!!
me: is there wifi
I don’t wanna talk to you! I don’t wanna talk to you! Get it through your head that you are the last person i want to talk to! so why even bother??? repeating “trust me” over and over again isnt going to work dick head!

ARGH MEN! OWEKJRWLEKJRWELKRJWEKLRJWEKLRJ I HATE HIM AND TOLD HIM I HATE HIM WHY IS EVEN BOTHERING! 

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Love this song!