My crush on this guy is so bad! what the hell is wrong me! I shouldnt like him! there is 13 years between us! I felt like he was flirting! but i might be miss reading it! but lwkejrwkjrwkrwkjwer
He happen to slip in the conversation that he has an ex girlfriend when we weren’t talking about it.
we both smoke and i went out side on a break when he was coming back in and he was like oh we need to time our smoking breaks better. we should go together . send me an email when you are gonna go next and i’ll meet you there.
i sent him an email saying i was going for one at 12 and he was like “Great! see you there” where we smoke it like under this massive beautiful tree and it was so hot today so i turned the corner and saw him standing there smiling. My brain went to mush! and he was asking me what i am doing this weekend and stuff and i just want to kiss him!!! i havent known him for that long and you dont really tell someone that you have just recently met about his ex girlfriend. but omfg my brain goes to mush when i see him.
I went out for a fag yesterday and he i was asking him about a database that he created that i have to use and he put some work aside to help me use it and today i was having a little trouble with it and i felt bad for bothering him so i just sent him an email asking him about it and said its not a rush don’t push your work aside just for this i can wait and he rang me and said he will be up in a minute and he came and helped me.
He is so fucking cute!
But I am 20 and he is 32! is this wrong? I don’t know what to do
trying to explain fandom things to non-fandom people is like trying to explain trigonometry to a dog
(Source: zaynshomoerection, via tatianamm)
ARGH MEN! OWEKJRWLEKJRWELKRJWEKLRJWEKLRJ I HATE HIM AND TOLD HIM I HATE HIM WHY IS EVEN BOTHERING! 